瓷（棉花米）

2008

2011

we all have past
we let the past go
we hope the past understand
what we have for each other is what the past made us
no shame or hate for the past
only love and passion for now
hopefully be happily ever after

in the middle of some day
i packed towl and sunscreen
about to go the beach
cross the crowded two oneway streets
there it is the boardwalk
and the beach
i can't walk bare feet on heated sands
but the flip-flop is even harder to balance
we never have beach at home
i was so awkward

i actually don't want to go into the ocean
because i don't know how to swim
i just want to lie on the beach with someone
let myself exposed to the sun all over

the beach is crowded too
but there's always an area left there for everyone
my sunscreen is very sticky
i always got sands stick on me
i try to get used to it
but i never did

the contact with the ocean is unspeakable
at first i dare not to go further
then just let the tide spank on me
it hurts and makes me hard to stand still
later on
they tell me if you go into it
you will feel ease flowing with the waves
so i grab their hands
left only my head above the water level
here comes the waves!
if you don't move at all you will be knocked down
the trick is when the wave come, you jump with and through it
it's like you are a part of the wave
you are a part of the Atlantic

i had this beach 100 steps away
but i didn't go there everyday
if i have a beach here now
no matter how many steps away
i am gonna be there

i know you must like it
if we can lying on the beach
have some nonsense talk
or serious talk if you want
or not talking at all
and we go into the ocean together
holding hands
jumping in and through the waves
be careful not to let one falls

(writing is relieving, even though i shouldn't call this "writing" at all. whining and mumbling maybe.)

原来我的小宇宙是那么经不起碰撞的
或者说是对临近事物的入侵缺乏免疫

i mean, i can be so easily manipulated.
luckily i still have consciousness.

either smash me hard or leave me alone